Daniel. It's 4.32am, and another night with just tears. I think of when you was born, my beautiful baby worth every pain of bringing you into this world. It's just weeks since you left me and I wan't to so desperatley hold you in my arms. So suddenly darling you left. I had so much to say to you. I wished it had been so different for you. God will cherish you I know this but I want my baby back in my arms so I can cherish you. Oh my Daniel "boons" this pain is unbearable, to see Jamie's heart shattered is hurting me I just can't put it into words. I ask myself, how can I bring you back, I can't answer it. I guess my tears is my answer. My baby boy, My Son, My beautiful grown up Son. I Love you so much, I miss you. Until we meet again, night night my love. xxx